I have been left guessing around
Wondering when is my time
You’re a true leader been told I don’t need a crown.
Asking myself which side of the road I must take
Conscious responding maybe you should stop complaining
The future is in your hands
Where else hands are empty what happened to the gifts
Walking without peace
Sorry I need a paternity test this is not a child I want to raise,
Horror in my closet as I keep my guess.
Turning my back from God what good and what’s not
Teachers told me to study hard that means it my fault
So the child you’re carrying is yours
Maybe I should stop guessing around and accept who I am,
A heart without a friend.
Just an empty barrel a soul has left me searching for me,
Glued from what I should have been and could have been.
As the wheel begins to stand still
A heaven without windows he should have thrown my blessings already
Stopped tithing lately
What you expect of me
My soul without a watch lost track of time
Fallen from throne never been crowned
Went back to the mirror it the same image with new refill of soul
As I freeze thought a future went so cold
Hope not to see summer in my life
It changes nothing neither dollar or rands
Because I’m still guessing around